Well, where do I begin after such a long diversion from this Blog thing. I guess I will begin by saying that I have never in my life felt so perfectly connected to every aspect of existence on earth at this time. I have always been a huge believer in perfect manifestation. You only get out of the jar what you put in. If your goal is to seek truth and wisdom, that that is what you will find. The more you believe in bliss the more blissful you will be. The act of true healing only comes when you are ready to be healed or when you are able to heal those around you. Which, might I add is not ones full responsibility but is an ability, with that being said, practice makes perfect. I have taken such a long break and so much has happened since I have last written. I would like to continue and it would be lovely to empower any single person through the writing of this blog so I will attempt to regularly contribute my truth.
About six months ago, I was helping my dear friend clean his home. He runs the local yoga studio in the town I was residing in for quite some time. He is a very good friend and agreed to make the trade, yoga for house cleaning, which I am quite good at cleaning, given my extended dates with brooms and mops. I was at his home and we were having a conversation about reaching, reaching for something that is deep in the soul. Everyone has it and it looks different on everyone, making each of us a beautiful masterpiece of creativity and light.
I told him that I felt that my little something was hidden and I wanted to dig it up. I wanted to rediscover it and help it flourish. It was at that moment that he brought me a series of inspirational discs that changed my life. I brought those discs home and I listened to them. All of them, amazing, filling me up with joy. The messages all profoundly brilliant, one specifically stood out. It was a talk given by Les Brown. A motivational speaker that rocked my world that day. Now please don't get me wrong, any person who really knows me knows I don't have a problem with motivation. I love to act as much as I love to sit in peace but I often am delighted with the propensity to act toward creation of something beautiful. What les Brown said that one day stuck me in my guts. He said "what if when you leave your body, instead of your family standing around you, your unmet potential is there. It's standing there about to leave along with that special spirit that only you have. It leaves and the world will never have the ability to be blessed with your special gift. That gift that great spirit gave just to you, for the sake of ......
I remember that moment, I stood in my living room and I just started to cry. I cried and cried and cried because I realized that all these years where passing me and the lack of self love was preventing me from meeting my deeper purpose. That is where it all began. the questions started firing off in my mind. What do I want? What can I do that I always thought I couldn't. What does the world need from me. What are my gifts. One single word grew stronger and stronger as the days followed. REACH!!!!! So I did.
First I decided that I needed a shift. I missed my family and I wanted to be closer to them. I think they are amazing people and I want them close enough to hug and kiss on a daily basis. So I decided I would reach, but I needed a reason and what a better reason than school. I wanted school. I am 32 years young and I want to know certain things and I love school soooo, I applied. I applied to my dream school. A school I always wanted to attend but simply didn't believe that I could get in, so I never tried, until I tried, and guess what happened then.
I got in, and I got a scholarship. So just like that, the change was is the making. Now I knew this was going to be difficult for everyone, especially my two children and their father. they were quite content with their lives and it really was a wonderful and peaceful one at that. I didn't wish to disrupt that, I just knew this was mamas time. I had put great amounts of energy into the nurturing and development of my family and I felt okay about taking some back and so it goes. We put the house on the market and moved across the country to a very different place.
The universe conspired and with in a month or two the house we owned sold and we had cash buyers :) Yeay for manifestation!!!!! It was then that I realized something very important about the individual dream. The dream belongs to you. It belongs only to you. Everyone has a different one and when you are living your dream and allowing it to flourish into reality, only then can you really find true freedom and happiness. EVERYONE has to live their dream, but those who dreams invoke the healing of the world and all the people in it, those people know what they are doing is right and that feeling is deep deep inside. They know that the world is brighter with them in it. The world blesses them with an open canvas and love prevails always. Everyone in their own unique way. This my friends is the incredible journey of life at it's full potential. All around us we see something changing. The vibrations are rising. Humanity is growing humble, a place where we feel the power of love. I am overtaken with joy to see people in all walks of life taking their power back. As the tide rises I hope we find ourselves at home in the lap of our beautiful MOTHER, all in aw, aware of her bestowing gifts, all in silent gratitude.
I remember that moment, I stood in my living room and I just started to cry. I cried and cried and cried because I realized that all these years where passing me and the lack of self love was preventing me from meeting my deeper purpose. That is where it all began. the questions started firing off in my mind. What do I want? What can I do that I always thought I couldn't. What does the world need from me. What are my gifts. One single word grew stronger and stronger as the days followed. REACH!!!!! So I did.
First I decided that I needed a shift. I missed my family and I wanted to be closer to them. I think they are amazing people and I want them close enough to hug and kiss on a daily basis. So I decided I would reach, but I needed a reason and what a better reason than school. I wanted school. I am 32 years young and I want to know certain things and I love school soooo, I applied. I applied to my dream school. A school I always wanted to attend but simply didn't believe that I could get in, so I never tried, until I tried, and guess what happened then.
I got in, and I got a scholarship. So just like that, the change was is the making. Now I knew this was going to be difficult for everyone, especially my two children and their father. they were quite content with their lives and it really was a wonderful and peaceful one at that. I didn't wish to disrupt that, I just knew this was mamas time. I had put great amounts of energy into the nurturing and development of my family and I felt okay about taking some back and so it goes. We put the house on the market and moved across the country to a very different place.
The universe conspired and with in a month or two the house we owned sold and we had cash buyers :) Yeay for manifestation!!!!! It was then that I realized something very important about the individual dream. The dream belongs to you. It belongs only to you. Everyone has a different one and when you are living your dream and allowing it to flourish into reality, only then can you really find true freedom and happiness. EVERYONE has to live their dream, but those who dreams invoke the healing of the world and all the people in it, those people know what they are doing is right and that feeling is deep deep inside. They know that the world is brighter with them in it. The world blesses them with an open canvas and love prevails always. Everyone in their own unique way. This my friends is the incredible journey of life at it's full potential. All around us we see something changing. The vibrations are rising. Humanity is growing humble, a place where we feel the power of love. I am overtaken with joy to see people in all walks of life taking their power back. As the tide rises I hope we find ourselves at home in the lap of our beautiful MOTHER, all in aw, aware of her bestowing gifts, all in silent gratitude.
Goddess bless!
I may be a single human being, but I can tell you that multitudes of hearts are cheering and applauding your voice as it sings its song of truth! Thank you for writing what we all need to hear. I don't think it ever gets old to remember that one person living her truth helps all beings get closer to living theirs. You are a rich human, your wealth is receptivity and faith. I love you ABSOLUTELY.
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